Tuesday, October 15, 2019

Bored and Lonely

Aside from some things, my life has bad etc. things to say for.

I'm trying to believe in things I can't get, like a successful career, like, a satisfying career, like as a classical musician or someone who people love that I like.

Some things aren't okay, and I don't know which ones are accidents or hardships.

So, where is everyone?  Up to no good?

Cutting Things Off

Do things ever seem so good there's nothing to say or do anymore?

A Race to Get to the Top

Is it a race like you're smart to go against me?

Well?

I just watched the Presidential Debate for Democrats some, and I turned it off after finally seeing Elizabeth Warren, someone I know is good, but can she do it against these people?

Question

If someone says never to get like angsty, agitated, etc., like going around frantic, why do they some seem to do it all the time sometimes?  I can't live by that! I think.

A Question Concerning Democrats

Do Democrats like you surprise you when they hurt you?

Me vs Julie Andrews

She is quite a singing machine, I see in The Sound of Music.  I mean it in a good way, of course, something I am jealous of.  Oh well, I do a multitude of things.

Question

Why are some Germans onto you if you say, "...but other Asians were accepted."

Question

Do you like the hillside in The Sound of Music?

Question

Are some people more like other cool people or the only one of their kind?

About Being Bad

It might not be bad but could be.

Exactly!

Exchanging thoughts with Germans, it's like a movie I'm watching, pleasing the Queen.

Question

If an older lady I like does what's right, why don't we do what the older lady does, in that way?

Being Big

If you're big does not automatically make everyone want you to dominate them; try again.

Problems

People set me up so they could set me back.

I never did trust this.

People want to put up people I'm related to or was friends with "up there" to pretend they are interested in them a lot and over me, only to drop them.

Problem

The people monitoring me in private keep stopping me "dead in my tracks" like I'm ugly in private.

Then, they say that triggers them ruining my life.

Problem

People are so lame.  Sometimes, there's not much out there but a bunch of Late Boomer's kids playing with social media.

Problem

So, an older lady I like is exploited.

Problem

It makes me mad to see people older than me congregating and me being ousted.

Twitter

I think she is trying to channel me.  Everyone knows, someone else is involved.  It's to remove my connection with some people. 

Problem

People are taking away my good reputation with people in high places like me.

Problem

People keep butting in like an older lady I like really thinks all these things, and some of the things she doesn't and are problems.  They aren't after anyone else like her, just because I am in a relationship with her.  I'm always to feel upset and people think I'm out to get her.  Some people are upset because all that comes in is that she said it, plain as anyone else.

Problem

It seems like I'm in trouble most of the time, for no reason.

What's making you linger about an older lady I like and people I'm related to or used to be friends with, who seem to have left me?  The people I'm related to are flocking around me since I met an older lady I like, along with my relationships with them dropping.

Problems

Some people out there seem set to think, "Why not stimulate an older lady Christina likes in public like she's different from everyone in a singular way, which though is that it's to ruin what the older lady relayed was okay before in a relationship with Christina?"  It was supposed to be okay.  Orlando is different.  They are always out cruising on a siesta wanting more to ruin in my relationship for other people to have to go with it.

Problem

They just want me to function like an older lady I like is mean to me, but if I get a little upset by accident they are on my case.

Problem

I can't tell if the older lady did it, but they come out like it's off after I say it.

Problem

Everyone keeps going crazy if I have an upset thought about an older lady I like being ruined in our relationship we were supposed to still have.

Off With Others or Somewhat More Alone

People are so quick to cut me off, when people think I'm off getting along fine.

"I didn't start it."

People are mean to me like I "started something."

Whatever they did was much worse, more monumental, more of a mistake.

I am...

I am deserving because I don't ignore people nor communicate in code alone.

How do you feel?

How do you feel about Europeans emitting / "spouting out" that Americans are not among those welcome to deal among them?  They have people from underprivileged generations who don't seem okay.

Update

My Website - Interesting Things

Get it?

Does anyone actually "get" the more good/innocent things I say?

Wild People

People just want to take from me, like say they don't like who they are and somehow ruin my life.

Trying to Make Things Interesting?

People think they are copying me when they do something stupid for entertainment.

When People Go Online

Many people online come with fake manners and hold up the conversation.  They aren't nice to me, anyway.

Jealous

People get actively jealous of me saying I don't deserve things and therefore can't still function to reality.

"and that's the way it is"

I can't be normal and out of trouble.

Manners

The Irish are obsessed with right and wrong.

I like religious things in Ireland.  That's why / the best thing I like about it, in a way.

Problem

Whenever someone doesn't like something I do, people all turn on me, like it's a bigger deal because it's me and they don't like it.

Watching a Movie

I'm watching My Fair Lady.  I finished Mary Poppins, a little while ago.

Did you know Audrey Hepburn's dad is Irish?  Did you know Julie Andrews sang as a child and had long white hair?

Germany

You're interested in Germany?  I'm interested in Germany, too.

German Violinist - as a child in 1970

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Anna Sophia Mutter (June 29, 1963) - German violinist
photo 1970