Supposedly, if I post about my problems, the people monitoring me in private just give me more, and they claim someone endorsed it.
They keep doing bad things if I say something they don't like, which isn't good.
They keep shocking me, like I can never feel happy.
It seems I've wasted a lot of the years in many ways to not "come out on top." It might be me or restrictions I find.
They seem to be getting at me for certain things, like just for posting them. I'm not sure how that's going to be productive.
They just keep interjecting and making things a problem.
People are pretending I am bad and did something wrong to deserve to be mistreated, like finding little things or things when I'm upset, while others go "scot free."
I didn't do anything but post here and they seriously lashed out at me socially, like all this excitement is taken away, like I was impressed in the 1st place with some of it, but like my life is made mundane indefinitely on possible anger they arranged.
They keep saying bad things and just say reverse it in some way every time.
I was put way down just for posting what was right.
This might pop up as something else.
When I post about truths, they strike at me, and I have to recover; but I don't get ditsy and don't want to.